If I ever told you I had a dream about you while we were dating, I lied. Or maybe I just don't remember having one. But for some reason, for the past 3 nights in a row, you've done nothing but haunt my subconscious. Why? Why now? Why, when I though I was getting over you? I thought I was fine. I thought I had everything under control and I thought I was truly happy. Why is this happening? I don't want to be not okay any more. I'm sick of feeling sick. I just want to go back to hating you, and not caring about anything that you do. Why am I feeling this way when you're clearly completely over it? I can't do this. I don't understand.