Through the Window

Monday, December 15, 2008

I've created this blog at 2:19 am, out of boredom, insomnia, and procrastination. Those are some of the main factors in my life. We have a lot to learn about each other. I have yet to decide if I want to become personal with this blog or not, so you may never know my name. There's just too much I'm not willing to admit to in "real life" that I may or may not address here. And the risk of someone I know coming across this is just one I'm not willing to take. Then again, this will probably be just another blog out there with my claim to it that never gets updated. And oh, are there many. So we'll see where this goes. So the main points about me? Ok, let's start.

I'm 16 years old, and I've just decided as I type that I love the town I live in. However, I'm willing to jump at the first opportunity for a one-way ticket out of here. I could type essays about myself, because try as I may, I just can't seem to define me. And the more I attempt, the more doors I open up, and the more I have to write. I don't know if that comes across as arrogant or not. I'm sarcastic and dry-humored. I have a love for books, music, writing, animals, and nature. I'm not religious, but I'm very spiritual. I have a lot to say on that subject, but as I've stated, I'm not completely sure how close to home I want to hit with this. I procrastinate a lot. Ridiculous amounts. In fact, during the last two years of my life, my procrastination has reached new heights, and I just can't be bothered to do anything now, let alone leave it to last minute. It's bad, I know. I have a lot of inner conflicts with myself. I contradict myself constantly, in fact, it's basically the most self-defining thing about me. Contradiction. I don't know if I would go as far as to say hypocrisy, but what have you. I prefer solitude more than company, but as Albus Dumbledore once said, "Humans have a knack for choosing precisely the things that are worst for them." Story of my life.

So before this gets out of hand, I'll stop my ramblings. Don't worry, you'll get plenty more later on. Please, if you come across this somehow, let me know. I like to know I'm not just talking to myself, though I've been known to do so anyways. I don't care if you just press the space bar and enter it. Just let me know someone's listening.

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